Dear Readers,
I have been thinking hard so much about what does it really mean to be in a relationship. I just am confused on what I see when I have two roommates who are madly in love with each other, and you just look at them, and think that they are together but really they are not. I just wish it wouldn't be so confusing. I love them both with all my heart. They are truly the bestest friends I have ever had that's for sure. I just wish I could just figure it all out for them to tell you the truth but I can't figure stuff out what they need to figure out for themselves. I just have so many thoughts just killing me in my head just cramming up inside me, and just wanting to just explode.
But you know it`s never all about me. Just look at this message. You realize that I care about them very much, and I do anything for them. It`s already hard enough for me anyway with waiting for my EI to come in with money so I can pay off bills now that my best friend gave me shelter. I thank her for so much. I just feel like right now i`m bumming off her, and she is just waiting so patiently for me, and my money to come. I really have great roommates. I would actually love it if my best bud would stay on a more permute bases you know. We are the a great duo, and shit you know.
You know I thank my roommate, and best friend that she has done for me. I would love to pay her back in such a big way just for everything she has done for me. She has really made me so comfortable while I have been staying here. She cares how I feel, cares about my health, and she even gives me food. She didn`t want any of us to be on the street. You know that`s a great friend when right?
Anyway I'm glad that you were all able to read this on your spare time or even if you had nothing better to do anyway. But I'm just hoping for the best out of the best friends I've ever had, and to make sure that they will get nothing but kindness, respect, and love from me. I will also love to say that my friends child is the most wonderful, and adorable baby I have ever seen. He makes me pull through, and he really does keep me going as much as she does. I love him, and her both.
So again I will see you all later......Take Care
:)
